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12:45 – I let them down, I am shit. They let me down, they are shit.
Yesterday I saw best friend for a while. We made plans to spend the day together today which I was more than happy to do. However then she started saying she wanted to go to a place that my agoraphobia...
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18:55 – Hand over the pills or you’re going to the psych hospital
I had an appointment with lovely GP this afternoon. She already had the notes from a&e on her screen when I went in about the self harming on Wednesday. A bit of the wound burst yesterday so she...
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22:15 – Meeting advocacy & other ramblings
I guess you could call today another reasonably productive day. I went to see my social worker and she came with me to my first meeting with advocacy. I explained my situation about the housing...
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23:23 – Seeing new social worker & rape crisis support worker
Today I had two appointments. The first was at 1pm where I had my first appointment with the new social worker but she hasn’t replaced other social worker she is just working with me temporarily for a...
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18:50 – My Crazy Bipolar Life is 3 today!
Today the 13th of December 2012 marks my little blog’s 3rd anniversary. I can’t quite believe that what started off as me just needing somewhere to write down my thoughts one lonely day back in...
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19:53 – A good day ’til the voices fucked it all up
[edited to add - sorry this post goes on forever, rambles, is all mixed up and probably makes very little sense so I apologise in advance] This afternoon I met up with lovely social worker and we went...
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16:54 – In a pretty crappy place right now
So yeah, I spent the weekend getting drunk by myself. Sitting here pouring glass after glass of wine and drinking it at a ridiculous speed. I don’t know what I hoped to achieve by doing that, I guess I...
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15:12 – Bad weekend, A&E, self harming and more
**Please note this post is (a) very long and (b) contains talk of self harm so could be triggering** Since I last posted things have been shit. Beyond shit in fact. The constant urges, needs,...
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00:10 – ECT… has it really come to that?
Today I had my third appointment with new psychiatrist. I have to be honest and say I was utterly dreading it because the last two appointments with him have been extremely frustrating and of no help...
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19:21 – Sinking lower and lower
My mood is continuing to get lower and lower and much as I utterly detest my local psych hospital, I find myself feeling really frightened that the bin is the direction that I’m heading in. Life is...
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